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just random bullshit place for me to post anything and regret later

smartu update post

21:16, 21 Jan 2024

HEHE uwu uwu hello everyone this is smartu's update post uwu uwu everything going terrible everyone sucha stupid fucker around me

meow :3 uwu uwu uwu owo owo uwu owo

OwO

15:49, 11 Jan 2024

Within the past few weeks, there has been a lot going on mentally for me. Just recently, I have begun to notice something very odd, almost disturbing. Whenever I see a pair of bare feet, I get enormously turned on. I donโ€™t even know why.

This is beginning to effect my personal life. For example, I remember recently that I was in musical theatre class and we were practicing swing dancing, and the girl I was paired with took off both her socks and her shoes, to help with traction. I just couldnโ€™t keep my eyes off. Immediately and panicked I began to become erect, swing dancing with this barefooted lady. This was such an awkward situation that I had to leave the room, without even explaining anything; I just left.

Honestly, I donโ€™t know what to do. This newfound attraction to feet is beginning to take its toll. Is there a way to get rid of it???

leaving discord

21:13, 22 Dec 2023

this is a post abt me leaving discord if u wanna contact see contact

so im done with discord basically i kept wasting too much time so im leaving it for good now

I might fail at this and come back to discord T-T or might come back when I'm a better person

goal is to leave discord forever

Ill use xmpp for now but probably won't be that active there too

EDIT: hehehhee failed uwu uwu back to bitchcord again (8 jan 2024)

so so done with discord

20 Dec 2023

firstly they blocked my account bcs I joked my age like bruh ๐Ÿ’€

now they want my fucking id to give me my account back,

even after sending my id they keep marking my requests as solved but not actually giving me my account back ๐Ÿ’€

worst pos app ever, Im joining fediverse or smthn I'm done with this shitty app

life update (am i losing my mind)

19 Nov 2023

its easier to think that sometimes..

been a while since i posted but idek lots of things going wrong
even tho i've been studying a bit now a days..

idk idk and i skipped school 4 days again
its easier just lose your mind.

studying hard

26 Oct 2023

im studying integerals so hard :0

i can do it i can do it

i also did my trignometry basics today :>

hello update im alive

17 Oct 2023

hii

I'm alive guys ๐Ÿ˜ญ my mom hid the laptop so i couldn't post :/

and shes gonna hide it again so i might not be able to post sucha meanie

I'm doing well and good I was rlly depressed for a few days but now im better
have a nice day thank u :]

I just wanna die ๐Ÿ˜ญ

03 Oct 2023

I just wanna die die die i skipped tutor classes 10 days now i got sm work idek what to do ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

and im feeling so depressed and anxious ;-;

I have school tomorrow

02 Oct 2023

I had like 10 days holidays now i have school ๐Ÿฅน I don't wanna go i dont wanna go ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

rattrap

13 Sep 2023

just read this story in my english textbook about rattrap :0
the whole world is such a rattrap

website done

13 Sep 2023

Finally the website is done

it's not totally done but still it's something ig

and I have english exam tomorrow and I wasted the entire day today and now it's 21:00 wtf will I do ๐Ÿ˜ญ

firstpost

11 Sep 2023

this is a first post :0 testing testing